comes back.

it's happening yet again.
and somehow i dont see an end to it.
hello again Mr Pain.
Goodnight world.

apa lagi !!!

i loved PD.
it was beyond words.
i wanna see tiesto again !!!
this time in bangkok !!!!

finally...

2 DAYS - FREEDOM FESTIVAL !!!!!
something i'm so looking forward too.....
the journey there with the rest....
drinking the night away......
COSMIC GATE !!!
and the orgasmic TIESTO BABY !!!!
cant wait cant wait

why?

maybe i'm just stupid.
goodnight.

i'm falling...catch me....

I don't want to hold back, but this little girl's voice at the furthest corner of my head is corrupting my mind with negative thoughts and doubts. Get out.

I know I do, and it fucking scares the shit out of me.
I want to, but I hate the fact that I still don't know..

so many things.

maxed out.

quit playing games.
dai yin mai?
because i'm tired.
i'm sick of being nice.
i really am.
maybe i should not care about anyone.
except myself.

anti-smoking.

quit smoking.

shall try and achieve it.

and somehow i have a mas selamat postcard on my desk.

which i have no idea where it came from.

weird.