Where am I heading to in life??

I'm lying on my bed now, with a steady surge of thoughts going through my mind like the rush hour crowd at an mrt station. I seriously need to consider what I really want in the future, I can't go on living my life on a day to day basis. Seriously it's getting really monotonous, I need an aspiration to work towards too. Well exams are going to be here in a blink of the eye and before you know it, it's the holidays. Time is just flying by me like a hot knife through butter. Okay going to have a fag now, be back later with more of my nonsensical rubbish.