what happened?

8am in the morning. i just got back from mos. i'm high. not the happy high but sad high. cabbed back alone, decided to drop at bugis and take the train. i never felt so lonely in my life. i actually c***d while walking. many things came across my mind. i felt lost, i felt something was amiss. honestly i felt like a loser. fuck i need to sleep. hopefully when i wake up, i'm happy. hopefully.