time out

I think I’m going to go into a hiatus for awhile. I need time alone. The pain is still there, lingering around my heart which has shattered into a million pieces. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m dwelling in my sorrows or trying to look pitiful because I’m really not. It really hurts. Trust me; I’ve never felt such pain for any girl before. It might look like I’m a loser; call me one I just don’t care anymore. I’m trying my best not to look back, but each time I tell myself so, I end up feeling more pain.

I think I’ve lost the ability to love.

I’m going to start building up my walls again.

Goodnight.