it isn't so

I thought i was,and maybe i am.

But for sure,just a little, and not much.

Crawling before i walk,walking before i run.

Im bound to fall once in a while.

And fall i have.

Flooding memories.

Mid-night wake ups in cold sweat.

Sweet dreams and brutal reality.

Words and actions.

Feel and think,it was all nothing more than a lie.

Blame my insecurities,but please show or tell me,it isnt so.

Laugh, funny, haha.

You wont be, when it happens to you.

And happen it will.

Coz even the best, fall down sometimes.